Rant rage....

OK where to begin..

Work, lets talk about equality and fairness. When you go to your work place, you expect to go do your job, not necessary enjoy it, but get on with it with out hassles of having to deal with favouritism and singling out (i might be dreaming here but that how i think work should be). switch to my current job, where both of these a rife.

I shall not say where i work or what I do (most people that read this will know) but shall we say that certain staff seem to (consistently) get way with doing nothing, because they share friendships with Supervisors Certain staff refused to do things because these other staff are getting away with it. Which kinda leaves me getting shouted to do it. you know something, am not a bitter man, i try so hard not to be and all I want is to get out of these job and go somewhere I'll be useful and not wasted on petty idiots.

This may sound sexist but there are only 2 male supervisors at my job, i believe that is because the management is female (i know of 3 men that have applied for supervisor jobs but failed as women was picked over them, even though one of the men had worked there longer and would have been more suited, he left shortly after and is now an assistant manager at his new job) insidently the male supervisors are only in charge of small departments and have little say on the rest of the work place. i'm not gonna complain about it to much as i think most of the girls do a class job in running the place, appart from the odd hiccup.

Next.

MPs Expenses, What a f*****g joke, i mean seriously what the hell are they playing at? the government knows the economy is screwed, we pay more tax than most country's and not only that we all have some serious debt. when i saw that one mp pay £16k in TAX PAYERS money for a Duck house..... a duck house FFS..... I couldn't believe it! just £6k of that would of paid of my personal debts and the other £10k could of easily paid of some one else's debts.

I think that everyone should scratch their vote in the local elections, as a sign of no confidence in any government, since they are all corrupt.

I was going to talk about gaming today but i haven't the heart, this world has left me with a bad taste

I want this.... like now...

new toys... i love new toys, i signed up to find out when this is released... Goggle wave

"Google Wave is a new tool for communication and collaboration on the web, coming later this year."

(Google 2009)

yes yes, its Seems to be MEGA IM/Forum/Socialnet all live or not live ...mmmm It seems like MSM is going to diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeee or again not, cause i think it will be To complex for some of the simple net users.... (i will struggle lol) If you interested Clicky!

you Can't stop the wave mal....

:)

The Cave-in....

Yes yes yes.... for the last 7 monthsI have been playing WOW... that's right, that hateful cartoony looking kids fest...

Why!? i hear you scream. how could you Abandon ur morals and ur Passionate hate for wow and join the dark side....

Well you see its actually quite good. Its addictive, its fun, its annoying which makes it more addictive, it plays well, there is lots to do.... which makes it more addictive, the PVP is superb, (not as good as relm v relm in camelot, handles easyer tho, but buggy and certain classes are a little op)

Camelot was my first love, Eve was my mistress now i have cheated on her with wow... a 8$ hooker from the US, from people who gave me Star Craft and made me warm and fuzzy inside.

Here is a picture of my Lowbie Priest:
Just as a point, i have manage to get a few EVE buddys and Reallife friends to Come play and they have formed a guild with me on the bloodhoof server, so if ur on there, give me a heads up

Now i say this, but i might not happen, i plan to update atleast once a week and i will start including projects that i will be under taking, web design projects. time to get into a rythem.

well, that was fun

After some debate i find my self making choices once again. some with in my life that i wont go into on this blog and the other is whether to Ditch EVE in favour of another game.

soooooo why this crazy sudden change of heart over my 2nd girl friend? well it boils down to 3 things really:

1. its expencive, Like more Expencive than WoW or Daoc, unless u buy a yearly subs....and at 107£ i dont think so.

2. unlike other MMOS, when u die, you kinda feel crap about it. all the effort put into ships and then they Go down like a hooker on $300000/hr, on most MMO u lose like a bunch of XP but u can Grind that up quick, ur weapons dont go pop, but in eve i can Say i have never felt loss like that in a game. knowing that the Insurance for the ship is like... oooo a whole 5% of the value you payed and fitted it up with (yes i'm talking Tech 2 ships/items) that dent in the wallet is subtantal and i have felt like leaving the game on those loses.

3. its getting Boring, I dont mean like there's nothing to do, theres plenty todo, but if all u can do is Repetive, and is the only really way of making moneys in the Game, then poo tbh

things imho would improve the game.

- get the insurance inline with amount you have to pay for a bloody T2/faction ship
- make PVP profitable, maybe giving out Bountys for Players, ( not like the Bounty office) so u get into a fight with another Player, u kill him, you get a million isk! (ok maybe thats not such a good idea
-Instance dungens... Ones that only ppl in ur gang can get in.

Just give a Player a way of making money, instead of been stuck in a god dam Station hiding from Reds in 0.0, and before you say "well go to 1.0 and do missions?" then what about War targets? what about the brain cells u burn from the TIDIUM of them? Eve needs a SERIOUS excitement boost, because i for one, cant afford to replace all the T2 ships i need to fight with.



ooohhhkkayy

well as for an alturitive to EVE, i started Looking at WAR.... how i love that..... i makes me want to run outside and scream it... or WAAAAARRRRGGHHHHHH!!!.... (ahem).

WAR, it looks like wow (kinda) handles Like Everquest (kinda) and has alll the Love that Mythic Stuck into dark ages of camelot. but my PC loaded and went... OMFG STOP IT, STOP IT NOW.... my Video card, a Lowly GeForce FX5300 sobbed its dear little heart out trying to run the game in low Graphic.

other than the jerko vision, i managed to get to level 5/6 in 2 hours or so, the game, its self, is good, i enjoyed the questing and the PvE. Its going to be a Good game.

right i am tired, and i need to rest.

say hello to Barney.... my dowg

mmmmm

Well its been a while since I posted, but i think its time to talk....

Eve on-line:

Well to start with, its been very busy in the EVE universe for Vanguard alliance. We took the 2 systems in catch about 3/4 weeks back (FAT-GP and 25S ). we claimed sovereignty and held it for those weeks and held it well! but with the combined forces of -AAA- and red alliance we lost system control.

To be fair they did regularly drop 40 dreadnaughts on our control towers, at least 3 times in one week.... not to mention 20 or carriers.... and in the final days a titan... and that stung.

So after a long long 2 weeks of debating, the alliance majority Decided to Move to the Venal. Venal is a nice area of Space Situated north of Empire, on the EVE map. It is Caldri pirate space (Guristas) and I personally settled in quite well, I like the area.

Real Life:

Well now there a story.... since graduation I have applied for several jobs...... (+20) and have had one reply. well what can you say to that?!

On top of this Kate has made her way to home... got a job... and has settled down for the winter. i miss her dearly, even if i dont show it at time, part of my life so far away, its leaves me very empty. i am going to see her on the 19th til the 21st, which i cant wait for.

Going paint balling on the 27th... omg i cant wait!!!!!

Right back to convoy, we are in 0.0 and there lots of REDs wanting to kill us :D

Something for a giggle

mmm Crazy bubbles

There's something about sitting at a Gate with 4 LARGE TECH 2 warp disrupter Bubbles make me think of some Psychedelic Trick has been Played on my mind..... Ne hooo....

for all you that play EVE, The Big Bad BoB alliance turned its ugly head towards IAC territory, Far Game to bob... But we ended up Camping the gate for 2 HOURS and they did not turn up... tbh i felt that was 2 hours i could of used to do something else, Tempted to Petition CCP(the game creators) for 2 hours of my life back.

the bubbles cant be seen as i took effect off in the end

on more important real life note, i applied to work at the Local Technical college as a part time teacher, this in mind, i think i would REALLY love to do something like that, i think they even train you ( pretty sure that's what it said in the description)

on a personal note, i am very lonely at the moment and i am missin a VERY SPECIAL some one..x

Curse My Fat Fingers

Well today i had the intention of Getting up and doing something useful...

FAIL

I woke up this morning feeling a little tired, a thought "bog it, I cba with sun shine today." so i jumped onto my PC and loaded up eve and move my character to a system called Eblennaert. after completing 2, VERY BORING missions i decided to clone jump back to 0.0 in prep for the Op tonight, What ever crazy scheme that Dark Motoko has concocted to get us all killed :D (its allways fun)

While I'm sure I had things to do, regarding my website www.squidman.plus.com, I couldn't remember what I had planned.... I think I might invest in a white board, to remind me of the jobs i have to do. i got my guitar out for the first time since Kate went home and practice blink 192 - Adam's song intro. I have found A tab which uses the 2nd thread on G (which sounds right) safe to say i need to slice off an inch of fat off my fingers before i can play that dam thing properly!